Talia-is-different

Braxton Hicks SUCK!

Is it weird that I am a bit jealous of Adrian’s dogs? I think so but I really am. He sleeps with them, comes home early for them because they’ll “miss him”. Wtf! But for me.. He wont… I wanna sleep with him and I miss him too. If we do move in together I’ll love them but the first thing I’m doing is getting those dogs off our bed! Stupid dogs, -_-

He finally came around and will be with me in the delivery room! That’s one thing I have been wanting from Adrian, I know I will need him so much that day. But e still has to go and say something retarted after. Smh. Well at least he will be there for my support. I will never forget that moment we both meet baby Marloe together along with my mother.

Soon I will be a mom. To be honest I’m freaking out because I have no patience and hate kids. I know I’ll love mine but it will be the biggest change in my life. I wont only have to care for myself but for another human being. One thing that does make me happy is that I know my daughter will love me no matter what. Most people talk down on young moms and specially the single ones, when they should try to understand ones mistakes and try giving a helping hand. I have done everything right since I knew I was pregnant. I want to be that exception of bad young moms. I want to be the young mom that finished school had a job and still raised a good child without the help of a man. Yes I have a boyfriend,but we have a lot of downs because of unresolved problems. I will keep up with all the positive changes I have made with myself. I thank god the most. Even through hard times he is kind and gives me a push to keep on doing the right things. Soon my day to be happy will come.

[June Christys]

My boyfriend band. Him in the middle, my own drummer :)